3...2...1 now fall in my arms now

it was the last day of debriefs today; I'm quite satisfied w my raw score(:
my results ranged from A1-F9?! ths is bad, cause I'm not supposed to be failing any subjects for prelims:/
I got 18/25 for my Ehistory SBQ section!:D so proud of myself! But guess what, I got 19/50 for my Ehist paper z &&I got 9/50 for my social studies paper! (nothing to be proud of) ths is pathetic but thank God I had my geography to fall back on. it's the first time I've ever passed my Geography.
Hiatus: On
I'm gna be a super good girl &gna study really.really.really hard cause I've got to decrease my score by half?! Go Elaine!

(I'm in no mood to blog.)

The first day of debriefs; I took back Elang paper, Chemisty paper &half a Chinese paper.
I'm quite satisfied w my E results cause I've jumped by at least 2grades.
But, I obviously didnt do well for my Chemistry. Who can I blame other than myself? As I sat outside the Audi, I started to think back on my actions. If only I were to start ny revision earlier, if only I were to read the questions thoroughly, if only I were to answer the questions carefully, if only, I wouldnt be here if-onlying. I broke down instantly when MrsT came to comfort me. I felt so guilty when I saw her. She knew that I expected an A, she knew I was utterly disappointed when I saw the red writing on tht set of papers. I r.e.g.r.e.t
I told my mom &obviously she was v disappointed, just that she did not express it. I know I've let her down over and over and over and over and over again.
I'm determined to work really hard for the last 32days. I swear I'm gna score straight As! (I know I've been saying ths since I-dont-know-whn, but I'm for real ths time), for my future, I will.
Chinese was alright, cause I didnt expect myself to do so not-badly.
Hopefully the next few papers will be good, cause I dont want my mom to be booking air tickets for us to go overseas in January (&I hope all goes well for him too, so that my mom doesnt need to book him a ticket too HA).
After I got over my depression, I started to draw on Layteng's leg. &in return, she drew on mine too. But her art cmi><

Final product.

it started off like that.

Compare man! Mine looks SO much better:D

ths was w me for the rest of the day:/

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night?

Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?

Have you ever been in love, been in love so bad you'd do anything to make them understand?

Have you ever had someone steal your heart away you'd give anything to make them feel the same?

Have you ever searched for the words to get to their heart but you don't know what to say and you don't know where to start?

Have you ever found that one you've dreamed of all of your life you'd do anything to look into his eyes?

Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to only to find that one won't give their heart to you?

Have you ever closed you eyes and dreamed that they were there and all you can do is wait for the day when they will care?

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Cheerios! Congratulations to all alive secfours cause we've survived the Prelims! Havoc, for one day, &it's hell tmr when the papers start to come back. I feel so jittery that I doubt I'll get my normal >8hours of sleep tonight. MrsT is so ... she told us that she's extremely proud of our class cause we did rather well (as compared to the past exams) but she declined to leak out any more info on our results. But still, I AM SO PROUD OF 4JUSTICE. &&I'm praying really.really.really hard for my bestfriend &myself.

Went to swim today at 12:30NOON. Yes, nuts. Most of the people around us are trying SO HARD to whiten their complexions &here we are suntanning like never before &coming out of the pool like Bs lol Hey, but I love my tan man!

Anw anw, I lost my adidas shorts. /crycrycrycrycrycry the last time I wore it was the study date &I've nvr seen it again. I wonder what my maid did to it): it'd probably flew away. OR I might have lend it to someone but I forgot who so if I did, please tell me &return me my beloved shorts. OR OR I dropped it somewhr myself. (aiya, whtever the case, I'm v sad over the loss of my shorts)

Can't wait to start gymming soon! I really need to work.work.work.work.work on my stamina &abs. I've been putting on LOTS of weight (&fwg would say 'What's new?!')

&I've been doing some planning for my hols. I need to find a job! I've got debts to clear &shopping to do! Lots of shopping to be exact, for instance, a new pair of adidas shorts (something new to be added to my wishlist). I know, I know, shouldnt be thinking about ALL these cause I havent even got back my Prelim results &I havent even take my Os. I HATE SPORE'S EDUCATION SYSTEM LAH.

Counting down to Os. 32more days, peeps.

OH YES, 15more days to Yours Sincerely's bday!:D

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YAY, it was my last written paper today, which also means Prelims are kindof over alr! tmr's geog mcq &I've yet to study /sigh
Went to raffles city for donuts today:D now I know why the queue's alw so frigging longggggggggggggg, &it's not because thr's lots of pple! but still, Munchy's peanuts compared to ths:D

&I was a nice girl today(: I sent fwg all the way to tamp-pasir ris &back to tamp again LOL
WHR CAN I BUY/MAKE/FIND A 4SIDED DIE?!?!?!??!
HAPPY 1YEAR 3MONTHS CONFIDANTE!

Went to watch No Reservations today. it wasnt exactly fantastic but at least it took my mind off the upcoming prelim results. Apparently, Kim &I were the only ones laughing in the cinema?!
I feel super unwell, wonder if it was due to the lack of sleep last night:/ AHMA~
My mom's made up her mind to sell our house(good thing) but she's thinking of moving to hougang(suuuuuuper bad thing)!

V PRETTY LHAMBORGINI!

/sigh screwed up another paper): thr goes my 15points I THINK. my first three months will probably be holidays?!
(aiya, I forgot what I wanted to say. Will edit soooooon!)
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Oh yes, I remembered! Can't wait to catch a movie next week! I hope to catch an action-packed one, something like Ratatouille?lol
anw anw, the 7pm show got me laughing &wanting to cry lol The Herman's sweet &retarded at the same time. LOL
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DAMN PRETTAYE PHONE~

anyone wants to get them for me?(:

SO, I think that prelims' rather e.a.s.y, easy for me to get 30points for L1R5><>

&my nice nice nice fwg drew ths for me to wish me luck in my Os &prelims:D

Hooray, I've finally collected all the photos to blog!

these were taken on thursday night (8smthg pm)/friday morning (6smthg am)

HUISAN &I WERE DAMN EXCITED LO tsktsktsktsktsktsktsk

&ths was the stupid bus tht cheated us! almost brought us all the way to Orchard lo!

theirs:D

it was 9smthg pm alr, the bus was practically empty! shows how ulu bm Mac is lol

at BM Mac:D *lovelovelovelovelove

4am in the morning; BREAKFAST:D:D:D:D

&on Wednesday night/Thursday morning at Kallang Mac w BestFriend &FWG

I dropped the spongebob she got me):

MANY MANY MANY ATTEMPTS cause KimHor couldnt keep her eyes open LOL

&&on Wednesday morning at TM's Family International Buffet
THANK YOU COACH! *chorus

this was the most happening table okay! 1Table that had the most food 2Table that played the most games 3Table that played the best game *Qing ni gen wo zhe yang zuo!

&thn at the arcade whr almost everyone played the hockey thing! IT WAS SO MUCH FUN I SWEAR. I LOVE CCHM BASKETBALL GIRLS!

&valentine's eeyore for ME:D
tyvm!