shite! im stuck on you.

2009-02-08T12:01:00.001+08:00

How do you ever know if you've met the right one.

2009-01-13T16:24:00.002+08:00

Can't w8 for this yr to pass cos I'm looking forward to Hokkaido, Australia &US !!!!!
Deep down I'd wish you change your decision.

2009-01-09T23:13:00.001+08:00

zomfg I'm damn sad my Jim died ): I'm really really sad ):

2009-01-08T17:08:00.002+08:00

Once in a blue moon
So, I finally met up w/ Minyi &Clar ytd aft Minyi tried to ask me out 975312468 times. We went over to ikea for lunch &to buy photo frames. It was so funny cos I was looking high &low for mine but I couldn't find it until when I was abt to give up hope, I saw one among some other photo frames. So, kiasu me jumped/ran over grabbed it &said, 'Zomg my one &only.' &when we walked a little bit more, they found a whole lot more in one of the aisle that I totally missed. So much for my one &only.
Then we walked over to queensway &I found my nike dunks at 90bucks (ANYONE WANT TO SPONSOR ME?!) which was 10bucks cheaper than that sold in Tangs but I didn't buy it ): soon soon. We walked the WHOLE of queensway to search for Minyi's tights &my towel, &I can't believe that queensway so beeeeeg don't have towel zzzzz so some shopkeeper told me to try for this shop called 'Western sports blah blah' but we walked round &round but we could not find it ! Not even when Minyi's 'best friend' gave us directions, "Go down the stairs, the first shop on the left." Still cannot find. Until another shopkeeper told us it was some ulu stairs. So we happily went down &realise that the shop was called, 'WESTON sports blah blah' ..... &we had gone in before.
Anw before we left, we attempted to ask Macs whether they had 'non-fried' fries it was hilarious cos the aunty was like "what... what..." &I think Minyi got cheated by her friends. But is there seriously such a thing called NON FRIED FRIES ?!
Then I decided to accompany Minyi to NTU you know where it is freaking boon lay the other side of the island I've nvr been there my whole life! to watch match. So we had time to spare. We walked over to anchor point where all the factory outlets were like the Idkwhatplace in hongkong but more cheapo. But still, I bought a billabong wallet there for 20bucks! &we discovered this disney themed restaurant. It was awesome, one &only in S'pore !

Don't ever try to stuff the whole waffle w/ ice-cream on top into your mouth

They have like pizzas &waffles in the mickey mouse head shape Damn cute. aiya everything in the menu was damn cute !!!! but the food was alright, nothing fantastic but the ambience 4.5 stars cos they kepy playing hsm ..... Anw when we went to ntu then found out kna cheated zzzzz so I went back disappointed, &had to travel 19stops !!!!! but it was quite fast prolly cos I had company (:

Okay, so now I have to focus on geog r paper ): + I haven't even finish buying my new year clothes !!! ): &Kx says that YISHUN's levi's has sale so I think I'm gna travel there to find my fade until cannot fade jeans + hopefully can find berms ! /cross fingers

2009-01-01T12:46:00.002+08:00

TWENTYZERONINE
Not sleeping since 10am on 31/12 till 9am on 1/1 is definitely not the best way to welcome in the new yr. esp so if you had a drink too much + you just finished vigourous exercises namely boxing, golf, tennis &baseball on Wii + mahjong from 1am to 4am + bridge from 4am to 8:30am.
Now my nose is screwing up on the first day of the new yr (I think it's spoilt)
Hectic day ytd cos aft visiting poor Grace who has to spend her first few moments of 2009 in hosp, I had to go for 3 gatherings; cousin's house at Lor Ah Soo, Julian's house for steamboat at tamp &finally, Kim's at toa payoh, so I should say I spent most of the last moments of 2008 travelling.
Steamboat at J's house was awesome cos we had like 2.5kg of prawns to finish + XNR was showing when we were eating = hold bowl &stare at the teevee &curse &swear at Zhenzhu + laugh at Yuzhu. &at 11 when I arrived at K's house, feeling so guilty for being so l8 only to find out that RUBY PHONG LU HUI + YAP HUISAN PANGSEH US ! so much for saying they would be coming !!!!!!! &we forgot to count down (darn, missed the 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 1) cos we were busy (laughing at ourselves) playing Wii so we only realised it was 2009 when we saw fireworks in a distance.
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So, 2008 was a memorable yr, or to me at least &I'm kinda sad that it has ended so fast. It feels like the earth is rotating faster &faster each yr, it's really scary.
Let's see what were some of the incredible events that happened in 2008:
1. My bunch of awesome friends from vj; Vic, Jy, Kx, my team, my classmates, my ex-classmates (Julynn) &so many more
2. My EC hehhehhehhehhehhehhehhehhehheh
3. Michael Phelps &his phenomenal conquer
4. June hols
5. Passing ECONS
6. I can't think of anymore at the moment
I feel kinda sad that 2008 has ended cos it was so amazing &it also means that I'm gna have to sit for As like damn soon, but prelims sooner, myes even sooner, Adiv even more sooner, R paper the soonest ): (I'm nowhere near done studying pls) Sounds like a depressing yr but the end of all these = SWEETNESS NVR THAT SWEET BEFORE so it's the only motivation I can give myself I guess.
I hope 2009 is gna be a great yr too &I'll try my v best to make that happen ....

2008-12-25T11:30:00.001+08:00

fucking selfish bastards ...

2008-12-24T04:20:00.005+08:00

NIPPON JA-PAN (exchange rate: 1ooyen = S$1.65)

Things I miss abt J:

1. Pple actually queue up to board trains, alight from trains &when they take the escalator. Another thing they do when they take the escalator, they will automatically stand on the left if they're not walking unlike some s'poreans (me) that hog both sides &preventing those in a rush (me) to use the right side.

2. Their amusing signboards

'Caution, drop!'

What's for dinner?

3. The cute bottles in vending machines

4. The damn good food

Ginormous baos !

Flavor of donut - Everything

(A not so nice) Bento!

Not to mention their ramen, rice balls or triangles, gyoza, sushi, FRESH sashimi &roe that's 5x bigger than those in sakae sushi or sakura or ichiban or any sushi outlets in s'pore.

5. The awesome fruits but damn eff-ing expensive

Fuji Apples that are bigger than my fist. (hahaha plucked from mt fuji!)

These are FSTs lol

6. The shiok weather

to the extent that Carrie farted to see if there was smoke coming out from her ass lol

Pardon the unglamorous pose; I was trying to capture smoke.

Look at the mist behind.

Things I do not miss of J:

1. The crazy population

A small portion of cars at Disneyland on a weekday.

(Shibuya)

Now you see them,

now you don't.

2. The complicated tracks

They not only have green, red, purple &circle line.

3. The pple there can't speak other languages than jap for nuts.

So I had to learn how to speak their language using this 'Instant Japanese' book my uncle

brought &I mastered this line, & boy, am I proud of it!

Oh-tay-ah-rai wah doe koe dess kah? Guess what !

4. The normal trains a.k.a mrts

Esp so during peak hours. They're so packed that one can hardly breathe + the pple will just lean on you like free so it's like I have to support his whole weight + it was damn stuffy &warm in the train.

Awesome Things done in J:

1. Skiing &snowboarding +lots of falling down in Yusawa

What does this remind you of?

2. Open air hot springs semi-naked

3. Eat soft vinegar ice-cream, found tofu ice-cream &some other weird flavors but did not find my squid ink ice-cream ):

4. Saw a rather charming jap (receptionist of service apartment) :D:D:D

5. Go to a reaaaaaaaaal disneyland!

Grace !!!

This was taken at the tower of terror. We were all conned into taking the ride. It was so hilarious cos we all thought that it was a huanted mansion where ghouls will jump out to scare us but it ended up being a free fall ride. It was so damn unexpected ! Cos we were all seated in this metal cage like thing then it would rise to different levels where the doors would open to tell us the story of the tower &all of a sudden we were at the top level, looking at the scenery. I was like 'Oh shit, confirm freeeee ...' &down we went. Everyone was hysterical it was so damn funny.

We also visited this marketplace where there was a shrine &the food from the roadside stalls there were shiok + awesome !

The bigger &better version of tako pachi.

At the countryside, we took the 5 modes of transport in J - choo-choo train, cable car, gondola,

ferry &bus .________.

Cable car.

Gondola.

Scenery outside the gondola itself.

Carmen says this reminds her of ghost whisperer, 'Can you see the light...'

Byproduct of hot springs - sulphur.

Onboard the pirate-themed ferry.

In places of cold weather, the best way to keep warm is ... taking JUMPSHOTS!

bcos first you have to test the shutter's speed, then test the camera man's rxn so by the time all the tests are done, you would have jumped a million times.

&all the random shots,

Mom told us to apply more moisturizer ...

Photos of the most gorgeous boy ever, Dan Shane (:

For Colin Chou's viewing purposes (you can skip past the rest &just come right here lah tsk)

PS Wtheck I nvr want toblog like this again. My fingers are cramping, my eyelids are shutting, my back's aching. This post took me abt 5 effing hours &I'm finally freaking done ergh !

2008-12-09T23:00:00.002+08:00

SCM 07/12/2008

Met Jy at 9:30p on Sat for supper at Xin Wang where we hung out till we had to report at Padang. Coincidentally, Huiming, Nana &Song yun were volunteering as well !!!But smart them chose the easier jobs. &we (Eng Seng, Jy &I) managed to convince Jy's group leader &our group leader to bring Jy into our group. We walked from padang all the way to LAU PAT SAT zomg it was so damn far I swear it felt like the whole marathon route! haha esp so when I was perspiring like some pig that day + carrying a whole plastic bag full of packet food. But the guys were quite smart to find our station when all we were given was some kuku map w/ NO landmarks &2 photos - 1 of the bus stop &1 of the lamp post nxt to the bus stop zzzzzz + our leader was so not helpful ass Then it was the moving of tables &cartons &cartons &cartons of mineral water I swear my muscles grew overnight. Then we had to split into groups of 4, Shaz joined the 3 of us &she entertained us throughout the whole entire race. 'Pls come &take water from my table!' 'Jiayou /clap clap clap' 'Shuai ge, Chio bu' hahahaaha it was crazy &I felt my abs growing as well. While w8ing for the last runner (who took forever) to run past, we taught the both of them how to play snapjack which kept us entertained for the nxt 2hours or so before moving cartons &cartons &cartons of water again.
I'm still feeling the aftermath of scm cos my arms are still aching! But still, it was a good experience cos we earned 20bucks !! & 20% adidas voucher :D:D:D
Going to J in 2days time, I'm looking forward &not looking forward to it :/

2008-12-08T22:47:00.002+08:00

I (think) I will survive
my maid is going home tmr ): my mom is not hiring another maid double ): I have to do housework triple ):
Okay on the bright side, maybe can lose weight cos of housework cos climb up climb down to clean the house.
Chung Cheng gathering (Xiaohei, Ruby, Huisan, Dawn, Kim &Kaixi) today. Sakae tea + dinner, Quarantine. It was such a gory movie gosh man eat man &the ending was stupid BUT watching ANY movie w/ the girls = FUN + LAUGHTER
haha I'd trade in any days to hang out w/ them (:
SCM ytd &I met 2 new friends. They were such fun to be w/ esp Shaz who kept 'encouraging &motivating' the runners to keep running + inviting them to come to our table to take water but it kinda worked cos they did come to entertain her. &&I saw omgomg running zomg so cool!
Photos from scm still w/ JY ):
Oh man I still can't imagine life w/o a maid ):

2008-11-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

The * who can't be moved.
How would you feel if your mom called herself a failure for raising you to be so selfish &self-centered.
&then the nxt day, she started being normal to you as if last night didn't happen.
How should I be feeling now...

2008-11-27T22:50:00.004+08:00

LIFE W/O TRAININGS
I feel like a total fat bitch. I haven't been training since I last sprained my ankle which was 2 sats ago, although I have been attending gym trainings but still, my intake > outake = F.A.T
I can't w8 to go back for training nxt week, I'm missing out way too much &I bet I can't run as well as the rest of the girls :/ Hopefully my ankle doesn't fail me.
&finally, I have time for books ! Okay, not exactly... I've made time for books (putting aside geog.f.graphy). I'm done w/ Cecelia Ahern's A Place Called Here &I shall soon start on Nicholas Spark's The Wedding &Message in a Bottle.
(the herbs for my ankle stink)
Mom has been really nice, accompanying me to docs/sinsehs &all. She really wants my ankle to recover so that I will enjoy myself in J but I still don't see the attractiveness .____.
Jy bought a olympus camera for 150b! It's a rather good buy &Sitex looks seducing w/o the massive crowd. I shall go back to look for a promising mp3 player or I'll w8 till I'm in J or get back for Comex.
Gym tmr w/ the lovable juniors (: can't w8!

eye candy for the day (:

2008-11-24T22:04:00.005+08:00

Meltz heart.
Lin JJ's party III w/ 3guys that totally think they sing well but they don't. Kudos to Er &his aunt for the free tix, &Colin for calling me along. Lin JJ is A-mazing &totally melts hearts (even though he's not that gdlooking), but still... (MY PLAYLIST!!!)
&yay we finally have double-digit no. of pple on the team! The juniors are so lovable &esp Sarah, she's sooooooo CUTE !!! haha her feet are like size 4 ! They're like half my size gosh
Feeling horribly depressed right now cos it's been a week &my ankle is not recovering fast as I wish it is. It's still quite swollen &the therapist says if the swell doesn't go down in 2-3d time, I might have to go for an xray to see if I have a hairline fracture. This is so scary &I don't want that to happen cos if it does, I might have to go for an operation &I won't get to train nor go to japan ): I really miss training, &for the first time in my life, I want to run ):
Oh yes, &last fri I saw this cyclist get knocked down by a car but it wasn't a v bad accident cos the car wasn't speeding or what but still I think the cyclist suffered some injury on his head. So scary...
&I just heard that yk &chantelle got into a rather serious accident.
What's w/ me &accidents lately...
&lastly, I saw my ec today :D + I need to stop being so anal.
Okay, off to soak my ankle in hot water!
I'm starting to miss you all over again.

2008-11-21T22:29:00.003+08:00

I AM FUCKING PISSED
AT HER.
AT THE AUNTY KARAOKE GOING ON DOWNSTAIRS DISRUPTING THE PEACE OF THE NIGHT.
AT THE AUNTIES SINGING THEIR SONGS BUT THEIR VOICES FUCKING CMI.
AT THE FACT THAT I'M FUCKING BROKE COS I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAVE MONEY &I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GNA SURVIVE FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK.
AT THE ITCH ALL OVER MY BOD ESP MY ASS &MY HIPS.
AT MY ANKLE COS IT'S STILL FUCKING SWOLLEN &STILL FUCKING HURTS.
AT THE WHATEVER MAN BROTHERS (can't rmb their names suddenly) FOR GOING BANKRUPT &CREATING THE FUCKING RECESSION.
AT MY MENSES FOR NOT ENDING.
AT THE KARAOKE FOR STILL NOT ENDING.
AT EVERYTHING.

2008-11-09T23:13:00.003+08:00

NEW ASIAN EYE CANDY!

2008-11-08T11:36:00.001+08:00

I'll don't think I'll ever find someone like you again.

2008-11-05T22:06:00.002+08:00

Lucky shit I just took on a job that pays 12bucks/hr but it's only a one-day thing &I'll only be working 2shifts, 12p-2p & 6p-8p which means 48bucks/day = can buy a backpack or buy that green sweater at topman awesome! But apparently, I don't know what the job scope is so hopefully it's just like what Carmen told me, giving out newsletters! /keep my fingers crossed
Yes! Last pw rehearsal tmr &it's the big thing on fri followed by the first ball training of the week cos training was cancelled ytd due to heavy rain &lightning risk &then it's I&R where I have to kill more brain cells to think of new limitations &strengths that were not mentioned in the wr nor the presentation SUCKS
Hospital appointment this morning at 8:40a where the doc gave me hormone-freaking-pills cos she said there's something wrong w/ my womb or somesort that may eventually lead to womb cancer yikes! oh oh &one interesting fact, all this time I thought I wouldn't be able to get pregnant but turns out, a woman can get pregnant even when her menses doesn't come ! But that's not the pt, pt is the pills are going to make me gain weight + have occasional hot flush + ... &even though everyone keeps telling me the amt of exercise I do each week is enough to work away the excess weight but still I don't want to put on somemore weight ): I guess I'll just have to eat lesser (think on the bright side I get to save money for shopping as well ! )

2008-11-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

Brick walls are there to show how much we really want something.

Went to suntec's pizza hut w/ VICTANLIENEN &DOUBLECHIN-KAIXIN cos I had to satisfy my craving for pizza hut I had since ytd. But pizza hut suntec's service suckssssssss. Okay, so does it's delivery service. Let's talk about ytd first. I called 62-35-35-35 over 30times from 5:45p to 6:20p &out of these 30 times, I couldn't get through like 20times &the other 10, they put me on hold for 5-freaking-minutes so in the end I didn't get to try the new 2 for 19.9bucks viva pizzas &had to settle for canadian pizza ): okay &for today, there's this thing that they put on their menu that says LunchExpress, we serve within 15min or something like that, but we w8ed so so so long before our order came &&they forgot Vic's pepsi + + when we asked for the bill, they took eons to give it to us I so felt like not paying for service charge zzz anw another interesting thing that happened ytd as well, we ordered kfc at 5:30p so the latest it should take is 6:30 but at 7:15 our order still wasn't here so my typical mom called to enquire about our order &the manager called back to say that our delivery man got into an accident haha so coincidental or maybe it was just some lame excuse they came up w/. okay so the photo on top, kx &I tried the shirts on at topman no actually topshop cos they didn't allow us into the topman dressing room. &vic was suppose to stick her head in but she didn't ): anw there are actually 2 more photos but due to kx's poor photography skills, we appeared w/ double chins!!!!!!!! I swear I don't have double chin !!! I don't know about her though hahahahaahhahaha but still ... &&I just played a damn exciting game called delta force land warrior which I think I'm not bad in considering the fact that I was the only good man in the game &I got to the last stage then I died ): but I don't know why I can't play counterstrike though I bet kx doesn't believe I am that good at df I'll show you ! wakakakaka

2008-10-27T19:38:00.002+08:00

!#$%^&*()(*&^%$#!
pw is horribly depressing; it's worse than psle, worse than olvls, worse than promoz. It makes me feel like grabbing &tugging my hair, it makes me want to go to the beach &scream my heart, my lungs out, just like how I attempted to that time, but my scream came out a squeak, it makes me want to murder my pw group mates. It really sucks when you try to make someone's life easier but that person just doesn't do anything to make yours better &when they come up w/ stupid excuses to try to reduce their wrong-doing, but for what, so that they don't have as much guilt? Why can't they just ask their conscience whether they have been doing enough for the group? I'm damn sick of having to wipe their asses ERGH
Zomg I'm damn smart, I just made a damn intelligent guess that my dearest friend Vic ask me to. She's coming back tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr. YAY She makes my mood so much better :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2008-10-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

WOO SEASON 3 IN 1 DAY !!!

2008-10-18T19:04:00.003+08:00

The man w/ the most beautiful eyes.

I can't seem to find a good photo of Wentworth M &his beautiful tattoo so I'll just have to do w/ this.

Season 1 in 2days &season 2 in many days cos I didn't have the dvd cos someone lent it to someone else &forgot who it was so I has to make do w/ tudou whose quality sucked big time but I still managed to finish it &yay I'm getting season 3 tmr ! (: Boy, I might even be able to finish it in a day cos Melvin says it's damn good &damn short it's only what 15episodes cos of some stupid writer strike. &I hope Colin will get his season 4 so that I can borrow lol Okay, I know I'm like some stubborn mule who refused to believe it was good when you told me so &now I eat my words, it's seriously damn good gossip girl is nothing compared to pb all thanks to my good friend Vic Tan Lien En who is in Korea on some mountain top playing tennis I hope your ball doesn't roll down the mountain ! &I miss you ! Hope you see this(: (Kx stop saying that the both of us are coming out of the wardrobe)

University Panel Discussion today was .... substantial. At least I kinda know what I'm going to face in a year's time so I guess it's either NTU or SMU cos I can't afford to go abroad but I'm gna have to work hard for now cos my rank points are not even enough to get me nowhere just like what my mama said All Es &S how to go uni which is like so encouraging cos I'm satisfied that I promoted &only have to go for one r paper.

Zomg &pw sucks big time I really really h8 it like to the max man. It's screwing up my life &I want this to get over &done w/ &if I don't get an A for this, I swear I'll go berserk cos I've spent so much freaking time on it EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2008-10-17T09:45:00.001+08:00

1. Sportsmen Night (02/10)

2. Giordano's fitting room (My burrrrfday)

3. Bowling stars (My burrrrfday)

4. 2 xiao ding dongs (My burrrrfday)

5. Me, me, me, me

6. Kaiwei

7. Monster

8. a. (last 3 blinks) /puts headdown &totally blocks Kim &I

b. act cute &spoils the peekchur

c. trying to jie wei &see who's the suay one

d. failure to block him out + blurred photo

9. BURRRRDAY GEEK GIRL

10. Lydia &her bloated hotdog that looks like her thumb

11. chao ta bao

12. Group

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Kaixin has got me so addicted to Jay Chou's new song. It's playing on repeat in my playlist &when I'm not listening to it, it haunts me still but it's so nice &I just can't seem to get sick of it.

Ytd was Grace's bday &we celebrated w/ her at Seoul Garden. So many funny things happened ytd &I think I'm starting to get 'APES' (inside joke) from all the laughing + jiaolian &his stupid jokes. Funniest thing: Julian acting gay w/ Jumbo cos of some stupid poseur who said that she 'simply love gays' &it got all of us cracked up + most people in the mrt station were staring at them. We caught Nights in Rodanthe &it's not a v good movie, no recommendation.

Woke up at 6am today to send Vic off (aww I'm gna miss her even though I keep denying it) &that stupid girl cried the moment she saw me, got me tearing too haha 2 weeks is so long ! esp so since there's preparation for op &after what I've gone through for wr, I don't think I can hold it in any longer. Also, getting back result slip today &at least I'm gna promote.

Alright, time for school !

2008-10-06T21:38:00.003+08:00

BIRTHDAY PRESENTS:D
To the important people in my life:
To my fellow Mrs Lim &my CSBud:
Thank you for the sexiest sports bra I ever have in my wardrobe hot pink somemore k siao siao &the birthday card which picture brought back so much memories of my ex boyf hahaha (inside joke) &&of cos the messages that brought tears to my eyes (: (mainly caused by the 3 big words on the envelope hehehehehe) Love you two:D
To my 2 crazy, nutty, weirdo, loved deep deepest girls:
Vic &JY! Love the both of you so deep deep &thank you for spending a bomb for buying me that whole box of snacks in attempt to make me fatter &the prettiest backpack cos I've been whining about getting a new backpack! Wonderfullest <.3
To Sophia &Alex Swan:
hahaha yet another 2 that want to make me fat for putting in so much goodies in that spongebob lunchbox, thank you for the sweets that have kept me going on today cos I didn't have the mood to eat at first.
To my dear Chung Cheng Juniors:
Thank you for the pretty spongebob lanyard &for remembering my bday:D Do study hard &hurry join me in veeeeejay(:
This is the best birthday ever.(so far)

2008-10-05T21:46:00.003+08:00

BIRTHDAY
Yes! The most fufilling birthday I've had since 96783541 years bcos suay enough my previous bithdays all fell during the exam period &lucky for me, it didn't this year so I had the honour of having my dearest classmate Chin Kai Xin &my ballers Grace, Lydia, Xinrui &Jiaxin to spend half of it w/ me(:
To Kaixin: haha thankyou for agreeing to meet me on a Sunday &for the water bottle even though it's exactly the same one that I have now but still it's the thought that counts so LOVELOVE :D
To my Ballers: Thank you also for coming out on a Sunday to spent my bday w/ me
Lydia-For attempting to surprise me but failing cos I had to spoil the surprise
Grace-For wishing me at 12am or around that time
Xinrui-For walking such a long way
Jiaxin-For walking an even longer way &giving your virgin bowling experience to me
To those whose message came esp those around 12plus(there was about 30): Thankyou for remembering
&&MY EC MSGED ME TO WISH ME TOO HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
This is the best bday ever(:
(photos will be blogged after I upload them into my desktop &transferring them to my lappppppppppieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)
IMMA HAPPPPIEEEEEEEEEE KIDDOOOOOOOOOOOO

2008-10-03T19:47:00.002+08:00

haha at least I know there are 2 wonderful (Kx you're not one of them hahahaha) people reading my blog:D
Yay I'm absolutely delighted today cos my EC msged me hahahahahahahahah like it's so rare ! WOOOOOOOOOOOO
&&just 2more days:D

2008-10-01T22:49:00.004+08:00

My mom asked me a question this morning, "Is it so difficult to talk to your mother?"
Okay, I admit, I DO NOT like to converse at home &I don't know why, I just get super fustrated when my mom, dad, sis, bro, maid or aunt come &talk to me. Problem is I get fustrated when it's my fault cos I mumble &then they cannot hear me &then they say huh &then I'll just shut up &stop talking &everyone becomes unhappy. It's just so difficult to make the effort isn't it. Life sux.
A few days back, my mom said, "When you're in uni, you'll stay in the hostel what, so you won't need the room anw you don't like to come home." The latter is so true but I don't want to stay in a freaking hostel! Okay, so everything's my fault. This is so getting on my nerves. Life sux.
Alright, life sux again cos I need sponsorship! Anyone wants to buy me the adidas cap at cine? Please please please please please! It's only 32bucks but I damn right cannot afford it this is so sad ): Does anyone even read my blog !!!!!!!!

2008-09-30T22:17:00.003+08:00

You've done it again.
I've watched you gone back to your them &I can't do anything.
I thought I had my break. I knew it the moment you said you would consider it when I ___ but now, you're attempting to look for your happiness again.
So what's next? You fail, come back to your good friend who has always been there to try to make your her jealous? &to give me more false hopes once again?
I'm not gna let this happen or at least I'm gna try to not let this happen to me again cos I know now, I've learnt my lesson. I'm really gna let go &get over you.
&I guess what you said 3months back won't hold anymore.
I'm guessing you'll just pamper me by sending me a sms &thinking that I would definitely reply you cos I'd be so happy to receive your sms but I'm telling you this is not gna happen cos I've changed, since you changed too.
I hope you will have at least some sincerity &conscience after so much I've done for you over the past few years.
Haha okay if you can see this, you're good cos I don't even know how to highlight the unseen texts in my own blog &now you know my deepest darkest secrets. But whatever since most of the people can't hahahahahahahaha
If it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be.

2008-09-26T23:46:00.003+08:00

Shopping relieves stress!
Yay I finally went shopping after 975312468 days Awesome(: Haha going out w/ Chin Kaixin sure helps me train abs. She makes fun of me in every single way she can haha &that's bcos I keep souring her as well lol Okay, so the both of us are sun yous cos we keep encouraging each other to buy &buy &buy somemore hahaha so we ended up spending about 50bucks each, for me 3 ULTRA CUTE UNDERWEARS hohohoho, a tee shirt &my watch like finally, &she bought 2 singlets at a go &a coma shirt + watch too so we're both v happy people. I can't w8 to go on more shopping sprees haha
I finally have time to sit infront of my laptop, google &click on links of super nice movies &while w8ing for them to load, watch my 'A perfect cut' &chill. Haha never felt so good after a major exam but I've got to cherish every moment now before results are released !
Bastard,
you never look you just keep going in circles.

2008-09-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

Freedom never tasted so sweeeeeet; Liberation
Yes, I can finally sleep well for the first day of this week, but I guess I still won't be able to cos I'll be too worried about my results sigh what can you expect if you've lost tens of marks for chem &econs, 31 for maths &at least 20 for geog. I'e never lost so much marks in one exam in my life. This is so sucky. But there's nothing I can do now I guess but try to enjoy every single day of this week &next week until dooms week, &keep my fingaz crossed so tightly maybe my toes too &just pray to at least scrape through an E, anything higher than that will be a bonus, a miracle. So, for now, the first thing I'm gna do is to have a movie marathon heheheheheheh tudou here I come!

2008-09-17T20:20:00.003+08:00

This is my retarded friend, Victoria Tan Lien En aka Fatimah/Coconut/Maid.

This is her retarded rxn when I told her about my laptop's finger sensor.
Elaine says:
haha guess what I'm at GP Wiki
victoria says:
wow
victoria says:
i dont even know the link
Elaine says:
http://sites.google.com/a/vjc.sg/gp-wiki/Essay
victoria says:
haha okay
victoria says:
how to log in?
Elaine says:
haha uh I don't know ?!
victoria says:
how did you go in?
Elaine says:
haah my finger?
victoria says:
haha not funny
Elaine says:
SERIOUS
Elaine says:
I swiped my finger across the finger sensor
Elaine says:
&I went in
Elaine says:
lol
victoria says:
shit my keyboard is crazzy now (I don't know what was this for, she was being super random)
victoria says:
seriously like for real
victoria says:
what is th username and password
Elaine says:
I don't know !!!
victoria says:
huh
Elaine says:
my finger does everything
Elaine says:
lol
victoria says:
you mean you just typed in the website and you went in
Elaine says:
no no no
victoria says:
stop it with your finger
victoria says:
huh
victoria says:
?
Elaine says:
do you even believe that I used my finger to go in?
victoria says:
no
victoria says:
im not that dumb okay

(I called her)
Elaine says:
zomg I can't stop laughing
victoria says:
hahah
victoria says:
are you seriously not kidding
Elaine says:
so what's the login id &password?
Elaine says:
HAHA NO
victoria says:
hold on
Elaine says:
I'm like totally serious !
Elaine says:
I sign in every single acc w/ the finger sensor
Elaine says:
lol
Elaine says:
all I have to do is swipe
Elaine says:
facebook
Elaine says:
friendster
Elaine says:
email
Elaine says:
imeem
Elaine says:
youtube
Elaine says:
vcsd
Elaine says:
blackboard
Elaine says:
everything
Elaine says:
lol
victoria says:
cool shit
victoria says:
but how they know
victoria says:
as in the computer
Elaine says:
haah cos they detected my fingerprint ?!
victoria says:
oh oh i got that
victoria says:
its the vjc mail
Elaine says:
hahahahaha yah
victoria says:
you mean you knew that all along?
Elaine says:
knew what?
victoria says:
that its the vjc mail
Elaine says:
haha I think so
Elaine says:
but I don't know what's the password lol
victoria says:
er the vcsd pssword
victoria says:
i thought you could go in already
victoria says:
you are confusing me
Elaine says:
haha I could cos I didn't type in anything
Elaine says:
so I don't know what's the password
Elaine says:
as in the last time I went in I knew the login id &password
Elaine says:
but I forgot
Elaine says:
so I saved my credentials
Elaine says:
so in the future all I had to do was swipe
Elaine says:
my finger
Elaine says:
then I would be logged in automatically
victoria says:
oooooooooooooooohhhhhhh i see
victoria says:
ssmart computer

Hahaha what a country (phillipines) bumpkin!

2008-09-16T13:54:00.003+08:00

I never ever learn my lesson.
Fuck. GP starts on thursday. I haven't been doing any reading, I haven't been watching the news, I haven't even fucking touched my gp notes. Why do I always have to be so last minute. 6days to promoz, I'm not even done w/ any fucking subject. Not even close. I haven't touched econs &geography &it's not like they're fucking easy or have fucking little things to read about. I should just go jump off the building &die or something. Ergh fuck.

2008-09-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

2008-09-13T16:28:00.003+08:00

Happy Coach's Day, Coach RW!

(Even though I've accepted the fact that I have a retarded coach,

I still can't help but be bemused by his retadity .________. )

(Showing what's a bucked-tooth gay)

Dinner! :D

(Kimberly conveniently forgot to set timer so this photo was taken in the midst of

getting ready &her running back to come into the photo.)

Just when jl was about to take the photo, someone messed up Ruby's hair,

&she ended up whacking me in my face (explaining my blurred face w/ mouth agape)

w/ the menu while she covered her face.

(Candid shots!)

"Hey golden gals thankz 4 celebratin coaches dae with mi wahaha reali touched!" - Coach
damn twitzxzx cannot stand it hahahaha

2008-09-05T23:23:00.007+08:00

3 hours of math for 3 hours of p.u.r.e.f.u.n

Fall out girls! (credits to my bestest jiaolian, even though we never ever admit it infront of him)

We never fail to have fun whenever we're out tgr, but I'm so so so sick of japanese food after 2 days of buffet - sakura &sakae. Lots of catching up &lots of laughter/humour - mostly directed at jl. We laughed at when he walked into sakae w/ Ruby eating a donut, we laughed when he ate 8 plates 5minutes after he sat down, we laughed at how he says 'this is good stuff' for every single thing he ordered, we laughed at how he gorged for the first 20min &was so full after that that he couldn't eat any further, we laughed at how he complained we ill-treated him for making he sit on a chair that was too small for his ass &the seat was actually damn big, we laughed at him ginormous tummy before &after eating, we laughed at how he wanted us to help him finish his sushi so that we could get him to buy drinks for us, we laughed at the ugly way he eats, we laughed at practically EVERYTHING &I think I'm suffering from indigestion now after all the laughing. We laughed somemore when we were walking in carrefour to aid our digestion &when we tried to get him to sent us home &when we were in his car, we laughed at his rxn when we taught him how to 'drive'. Everything made me forget about reality - my promoz are in 2weeks &I haven't touched anything else other than chemistry &a lil' but of math &a lil' bit of human geog. This sucks, it felt as if I just took my Os ytd &now I'm having to take my promoz. ergh it's so fustrating. But nvm, since I'm not gna give tuition tmr, I will have more time to study &hopefully I do \m/

2008-09-04T21:58:00.004+08:00

PHOTOS (:

2008-08-26T21:44:00.002+08:00

New Element formed in periodic table
Element : WOMEN
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg; isotopes may vary from 40-200 kg.
Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban areas.
PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a proper treatment.
CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a range of precious stones and absorbs great quantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior warning and for unknown cause
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent known to man.
TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a betterspecimen.
POTENTIAL HAZARD
illegal to possess more than one, although several can be maintained at different locations as long as specimens do not come in direct contact with each other.
!! WARNING !!
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS.BE CAUTIOUS!
///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
Japan, eoy trip but I'm so not interested &so I told her that, first rxn: Okay, good then I can save money. Today, she asked me again, I said No once more. An hour l8r, I received a sms. Sender: Mommaye! Content: I'm v unhappy cos you don't want to go to Japan.
So where did the good, I can save money go? Besides, I'd rather stay in Spore for training &overnight mj sessions okay but that's not the point, my mother is not talking to me.

2008-08-24T16:36:00.006+08:00

Balmoral Point on Saturday; teacher's day present(:

Macbook magic!

2008-08-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

USA DREAM TEAM FTW

2008-08-22T23:57:00.002+08:00

And you don't feel as good as you used to before.
1 week since I last blogged. Olympics are gna end real soon but swimming has alr ended = no more Michael Phelps, &logically speaking, I shouldn't be so distracted anymore but I can't seem to be able to set my heart about studying despite the fact that promoZZZ are in less than a month time. Can't believe I have to go thru' this so soon after I just took my Os .______. I didn't even feel as bad as I did a year ago.
Meeting Veeeeektoreeeeya &Sofeiya tmr morn to do teacher's day present &hopefully I'll be able to finish early &study after that. I need to be a full time mugger/nerd.
I'm depress cos' I no longer have my Phelps to watch on tv...

2008-08-15T22:59:00.004+08:00

Who can resist a crooked smile, the sticking out ears &someone who uses the word 'funnest'? I couldn't (:

2008-08-13T11:52:00.007+08:00

MICHAEL PHELPS IS PHENOMENAL.

2008-08-09T23:26:00.003+08:00

(photos taken on feelin' fab day)

2008-08-09T13:40:00.003+08:00

Connection Failed
After 2 trainings, we didn't manage to connect. It was a total failure cos not only my block but Vic's, Kim's, Kaixin's Huiwen's &other blocks failed as well. The students were disappointed, the teachers were disapoointed, we were disappointed, whose fault is it then? HQ &the radio station ! Dang but whatever the case, it was a pretty good experience except for the bloody bic.

Had lunch at AMK hub's subway w/ Vic, JY, Poline &Evil after connect &we managed to take this photo bcos a victorian happened to walk past us &Evil knew who she was but she lost her friend in the end haha cos her friend didn't w8 for her.

Poline &I then took 135 to singpost to study. &&I bought this set of spongebob pens! :D +tons of stickers haha

Olympics has finally started &I'm gna keep my eyes glued to the tv for the next few days! Can't wait to see Michael Phelps swim &also to look for my luxembourg flag bearer !

2008-08-08T22:44:00.002+08:00

This girl never fails to make me laugh at her stupidity.

Elaine says:
are you watching olympics?
JY says:
YES
JY says:
haha
JY says:
did u see togo?
JY says:
they look llike freaking prisoners
///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
JY says:
TERRORST
JY says:
NOW NOW
JY says:
did u see? he somemore talking on the phone
JY says:
confirm trying to blow the place up
Elaine says:
ZZZZZ
Elaine says:
5
Elaine says:
4
Elaine says:
3
Elaine says:
2
Elaine says:
1
Elaine says:
BOOM
JY says:
not funny
///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
Elaine says:
eh burger king got damn shiok offer
JY says:
ER
JY says:
IM ON DIET MY DEAR
Elaine says:
are you sure
JY says:
ok not really luh
JY says:
trying to abstain
///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
JY says:
LOOK
JY says:
TERRORISTS AGAIN
JY says:
aiya passed
///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
Elaine says:
anw I think the china women in white v tired
JY says:
quite
JY says:
ya ya
JY says:
they jump jump like prawn like that
///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
JY says:
usa coming!
JY says:
see hot guys
JY says:
get readu
Elaine says:
HAHAHAHAHA YES
Elaine says:
MY FAVE
JY says:
k concentrate
Elaine says:
MICHAEL PHELPS !!!
JY says:
omg canot see the flag bearer
Elaine says:
WHOA BUSH
JY says:
omg BUSH MAN
JY says:
HAHAHA
///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
Elaine says:
haha US still walking
JY says:
USA STILL WALKING
///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
JY says:
omg
JY says:
they grow rice one
JY says:
i swear
Elaine says:
o.O
JY says:
eh eh no
JY says:
from mongolia
JY says:
grow cows
Elaine says:
grow
Elaine says:
LOL
Elaine says:
wtheck
JY says:
rear
JY says:
fine
///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
JY says:
chezk's chinese name bloody cool
Elaine says:
haha
Elaine says:
okay
Elaine says:
isn't is czeh
JY says:
oops
JY says:
yes
Elaine says:
hahahaha
Elaine says:
CHEK
JY says:
spelling fail

2008-08-07T22:45:00.004+08:00

How often do you see your name being written on the board? Not for not handing up homework of course, but for people to borrow assignment from bcos you scored perfect. HAHA I did today! My name is w/ Rajesh's, Rajesh ley ! The smartest kid in class ! &Mrs Koh wrote '=> Yeah!' just for me :D
Okay, aftermath of wakeboarding + yoga = sore armpits &shoulders + stiff neck &back
Not only that, I became Fatimah's Mariam today = more work = I'm dead beat now especially after 2hours of math tuition BUT I still can't sleep cos I'm not done planning for tmr's programme. All thanks to my freaking gay bic, I can't sleep longer &I have to leave house earlier. I'm starting to really regret joining this thing but for the rewarding cip hours &t3a, I'm gna try to enjoy myself as much as I can &make this thing a memorable one ! Hopefully I get to go on teeeeeeveeeee bwahahahahahahahahaha
I can't stand it! My bic is so gay so lousy so annoying so irritating so screwed, totally h8 him!
&where are you jy? I need my beauty sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep~

2008-08-06T19:39:00.002+08:00

FEELIN' FAB
Yoga was good bcos I eventually achieved the aim the instructor set for us. She cleared my misconceptions of yoga; yoga helps us relax by making us think of the pain &only the pain when we're stretching so that by the end of the session we'd be so tired &dead beat to think of nothing but to relax ( plus plus the instructor was really prett(: )
WAKEBOARDING WAS AWWWWWWWWWESOME :D Okay, other than the fact that I'm horribly burnt (Vic &Fushang called me burnt pancake .__.), we wasted 2hours waiting, no actually 3 cos when it was our batch to wakeboard we had to w8 so bloooooody long, my face, stomach &tummy hurt from the falling &the tugging by the rope &I swallowed a couple of mouthfuls or v salty water. Actually, I didn't exactly wakeboard; I tried the kneeboard, the water skis &the wakeboard. The kneeboard was alright cos I got the hang of it eventually, but the skis &the wakeboard ... I managed to stay on them for an average of 2s each before flying off the boards &landing in the water. It wasn't wakeboarding that was tiring, it was the swimming &walking back to the starting point that drained our energy. Sounds like I didn't enjoy myself, but it was horrendously fun ! esp when the whole time I was laughing at Grace, &of cos myself. I'm gna go back there again (actually I pass by there everytime I run 6/8k) I've to plan some outing w/ some pple to wakeboard ! I haven't had enough of fun !!!
Anw, it's only 28bucks for students which is like so worth it !
I walked back to school from ecp to bathe but ended up playing full court (basketball court) 3v3 floorball w/ JY &her classmates. I don't think I can play small balls I totally missed stopping, passing &scoring the ball. I even used the floorball stick to hook JY's classmate's neck while running &trying to score a goal. The sight was just so funny that I couldn't control my laughter &ended up rolling on the floor laughing.
Okay, I'm dead beat but I'm still going to school tmr cos wei duo li ya chen lien en is going, &I have to be her walking stick, bag hook &stretcher if she needs it, &&Mr Najib won't be in school so I'll have an extra 2periods of break :D YAY

2008-08-05T20:56:00.003+08:00

(I haven't been able to find the right heading or labels recently so pardon.)
Speaking of headings, my first draft wr is fucking screwed. It's so badly done that I can't even bear to look at the criticisms Ms Ng made.
Nevermind about that, today is a greaaaaaaaaat day bcos school ended at 12:45pm even though HGY wanted us to complete the gp compre during the 3periods which obviously (dang the v button on my laptop is cranky) most of us didn't stay to do BUT things took a turn for the worse cos I had to go back to school after lunch at singpost when I could walk home, for some stupid 10min cca booth talk &training. I felt so lethargic during training, actually it has happened for the past few trainings alr prolly bcos I don't have enough sleep &the fucking hot sun &its glaring shine + stupid weather is a killa. It's making me dread training which is not good bcos I'm suppose to strengthen my basics now (my left hand is totally handicapped). I keep haing (see see the v indeed has a problem) having thoughts of "I can study if I don't have to train", "aiya 3 people also cannot train much", it feels like I'm going for training bcos it's my responsibility &the fact that there's only the 3 of us left, it makes me more obliged to attend. I haven't been able to put in my utmost effort for training &it's making me look as if I don't give a damn which is totally not true bcos I want to show to jl that I am worthy of the appeal slot. I have to change my attitude &mindset; training is good ! &I have to stop having late nights cos it's making me lose focusa in school &training.. Second last bad news, my wei duo li ya chen lien en sprained her ankle ! = wakeboarding &yoga w/o her tmr ): it's gna be so different w/o her but I hope she recovers soon &in time for her tournament next week. Last bad news, I cannot play friday's friendly bcos of stupid connect! Dang if not for its rewarding cip hours &something to write for t3a (shucks will Vic be able to go for connect?!)
Okay enough worrying I've got to worry about my econs essay now. It's due tmr before 8am !
I H8 WRITING ESSAYS ):
[edit] I had 2 wonderful encounters w/ my ec today :D but I still h8 monopolistic competition &oligopoly why can't oli go jc argh [/edit]

2008-08-04T22:17:00.002+08:00

OH YES I'M GNA END SCHOOL AT 12:45 TMR BCOS HGY IS NOT GNA BE IN SCHOOL &SINCE TMR IS FOLLOWING FRIDAY'S TIMETABLE = HE'S NOT COMING FOR 3PERIOD GP LESSON = NO GP ! SO YAY I'M GNA END AT 12:45:D:D:D BUT I HAVE TRAINING DANG &I CAN'T GO HOME TO SLEEP BCOS I HAVE TO DO MY ECONS ESSAY DUE WED EVEN THOUGH IT'S FEELIN' FAB = YOGA &WAKEBOARDING (CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT) &I HAVE TO HAND IN MY ECONS ESSAY BCOS IF I DON'T AYIP IS GNA BLOW HER TOP CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT SHE WALKED OUT OF CLASS TODAY BCOS THE WHOLE CLASS (PROLLY EXCEPT FOR RAJESH &JANET) DIDN'T DO HER TUTORIAL &BASED ON WHAT MR NAJIB SAID IT'S V SLEDOM THAT A SENIOR TEACHER WILL WALK OUT OF THE CLASS SHE EVEN CANCELLED ECONS REMEDIAL WHICH I NEED OH-SO-BADLY BCOS I GOT A U FOR ECONS FOR MYES
anw I think the wantan mee stall uncle secretly admires me cos he gave me this biscuit he got from hokkaido hahahahahahaha

2008-08-03T00:37:00.005+08:00

I LOVE MIXED BLOOD LITTLE CHILDREN.

the kidz on wo cai are so adorable so so so adorable :D I shall adopt one in the future !

Connect training was stupid &we left 2hours after we started for subway. First hour was unproductive cos Poline &Evil were camwhoring w/ my spongebob &patrick hair clips &they were busy taking photos of Vic &her retarded expressions. They only stopped when Vic's photos started turning out weird - purple face &undefined features. It was only after Evil &Kaixin left that we settled down to do serious studying. I felt productive today because I mastered transformation &integration (:

Mummy wasn't as impressive as I thought it would be, but still, it was okay cos Brendan Fraser &Luke Ford are both super charismatic &&Michelle Yeoh &Isabella Leong - HAWT !

Anw I hate small &fast cars that zoom in &out of trafiic, &speaking of that, I can't wait to get my driving license next year even though I haven't even turn 17 yet hiak hiak

(Randomness probably bcos I'm trying to put off doing gp &econs essay)

G'night world &you.

2008-08-01T21:50:00.004+08:00

Perfect Waste of time
the first draft is finally over &done w/, after 3 late nights &dozens of emails. Hopfully Ms Ng wouldn't find too much fault w/ it zzz

Bad day today; Vic missed the chair, I lost my pong pong hu, Lydia has a DAMN huge balooku on her forehead because she knocked her head into the metal grill swinging door at the slums &Ms Tan's car got kissed, is it pure superstition?

Tmrw's connect training is so stupid &waste of my time but whatever if I can get the few hours of cip. Study date w/ Vic &Po after that &I need to finish my gp essay, econs essay &math assignment o.O &&I'm gna catch Mummy tmrw as well (:

Yay it's time for ghost whisperer! :D

2008-07-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

Have you ever
felt that even the shortest sentence in any song could express how you were
feeling right then
felt that even at the one and only peaceful moment you had in the day, your
mind was like a whirlpool
felt that images of the past just keep reappearing in your mind for no
apparent reason.

Focus, I need to focus. Time is ticking away and promos are in less than a month now. I need to keep my mind off all the unimportant things in my life now and start mugging. But damn, I have the dreaded pw. My wr is so fucking screwed because I've just merely started editing and I don't have all the relevant info and substantiation. And fuck, it's due on Friday. I don't know what on earth is my group doing because everything that they've sent to me is not substantiated nor questioned nor answered nor anything and shit I'm going to have to spent one night sorting things out and hopefully I can get it almost done by tomorrow.
Okay for some interesting things that happened today; I skipped geog lecture w/ CKX bcos we both felt that it was pretty redundant for us to go cos we wouldn't listen and we could read up everything on our own. We went to the comlab &instead of spending the time to study, we viwawa-ed (actually just me), browsed friendster &blogs. Then, in order to be at the v least productive, I asked Kx to explain superimposable to me. It was so stupid cos we had to use markers to illustrate the enantiomers (haha cheem right) &I was the one to come up w/ the bright idea of using similar coloured markers to form the compounds. Kx was so retarded bcos she attempted to use honey stars to illustrate and bcos the honey star was identical, she bit of one end (I bet she just wanted to eat lah) but failed to explain cos the honey star was planar. Then we wanted to give Jeralyn a shock when she woke up by putting some stupid ugly gross sonotscary photo on the desktop that she was lying above and we had to reach in to type on the keyboard and in the end our stupid plan failed despite all the hard work.
After school was interhouse netball and I had a good time laughing at Vic and her funny antics. We thrashed the 2houses we played in the first round but lost to draco in the semis so in the end, we got 3rd but at least it's 2nd runner-up &sounds like 2nd &it definitely sounds better than 3rd runner-up (okay, 61 logic).
Wtheck I need to do my fucking wr now.

2008-07-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind

My heater leaked yesterday morning while I was bathing, to think I thought it was pouring cos water was cascading from my ceiling zzz

Yesterday was half day in preparation for college day (today). As usual, my damn slack class was v excited about it &so we had our little camwhoring session during the lesson right before school ended to celebrate. Photos will be up after Jasmine gets home from her aunt's house &uploads the photos.

Went home for a short nap before training after going to pp w/ JY. &at 3:20pm, tattoo called to cancel training bcos it was still raining! I went to cchm immediately after receiving the call. We only started to play ball at 5plus bcos it didn't stop raining. Even though we never played w/ each other before &there was a point in time where I had to play point guard (!!!), I enjoyed myself especially so when we played 4v4 after 5v5 obviously bcos of jl &his crazy antics (trying to find some link between Clara &him). We stopped playing at about 7:30pm &started taking photos using Clara's camera.

What jl did when we asked him to take a photo for us -.-

Jl's so near yet so far.

After that, the 7 of us squeezed into jl's car, I swear the sight was super funny bcos Huisan squeezed w/ Ruby at the front where she squatted down at the leg rest, Dawn was sitting on Clara, &Layteng was sitting on me. I bet the car appeared sinking at the back from the outside &it was practically crawling out of school.

We need to have more of such gatherings :D

Dang wu zong xian isn't the same w/o you.

2008-07-20T21:25:00.002+08:00

It's something more than saying "I miss you".

Okay, I totally hate my jiaolian now bcos he said that this year's bday celebration was his best which means that the past 3 years of bday celebration was totally ... This is the shallow way of interpreting what he said but still! so we're not gna go back to celebrate for him next year anymore!
I went for my first alju-kemban training today, actually, I got cheated there cos today's training was meant for the big team. It felt so weird at first but all of them were so nice &friendly so it was okay afterall &training was different, but effective (my legs are aching!).
Currently feeling: Tired &helpless. I just came home from Ruby's &it really pains my heart to see her &her damn swollen eyes ): I wish there was something I could do to relieve her sadness. I really feel helpless watching her trying to put on a brave front &trying her v best not to cry infront of us. Anw, jl is damn effective in cheering pple up bcos of his face! okay &what he says for instance "when MsChan said you all cried for me, I imagined Elaine holding 3 joss-sticks &crying for me &Xiaohei crying while eating her cup noodles." How to not laugh when you hear such things? Oh yes, &also him attempting to attract Shanmin's attention w/ his 'megawatt' smile &offering to send her home when he didn't even offer to send us back to vj after we went to cch to wish him, we had to ask for a lift lah! so in all, my jl sucks. (digress)
I'm so tired now &I don't feel like going to school tmr but 1. my mom would kill me bcos she's horribly unhappy w/ my results &she wants me to study harder 2.I have econs remedial tmr
Okay, this is what JY told me.
jingying! says:
my fren just told me.. OSIM= OH SHIT ITS MONDAY
It's so true, oh shit it's monday.

2008-07-18T23:03:00.005+08:00

So close, but so far away.
One year ago, on this very day, there was training &we celebrated jl's bday w/ choco exotic from four leaves. One year later, today, only Kim &I went back w/ a birthday card &a 1/10 filled photo album, but still, I could tell &I could feel that jl was touched that we remembered his bday &even bothered to go back to wish him that. [photos of us &him(ugly) will be uploaded when I get my hands on them!] Stayed to play ball w/ the juniors for a lil' lil' lil' while before we had to leave for training zzzz it was so hard to leave cos I miss everything about cchm.
First scene when I reached vj: TYH &Wensheng talking, Grace, Jiaxin, Lydia, Huiwen, Jianxu, Gary &Jason around them. &when tyh saw Kimberly, he shouted, "what are you doing here? go home &study!" Okay, so we had 6girls &7guys initially, which is pathetic enough &now we're left w/ 3girls &4guys (few of them still pending). There isn't even enough pple to form one team zzzz Suspension from training sucks! Oh oh, &surprisingly, I'm one of the last 3women standing! aww but still I miss all the chatter &the laughter ):
Overall, I failed my myes zzzz &if it was the promos, I wouldn't be able to promote zzzz Okay, so I'm gna work hard for promos, I wna receive gpa! 2months zhun zhun to promos, chiong all the way!
dang I've got to wake up early tmr for some stupid thing from 9-fing-am to 6-fing-pm wthkp One day wasted &I won't be able to do much on Sunday either cos there's alju-kemban training which is in the afternoon that's like so not here nor there. &that's bad bcos I've got tons of tutorials that I have to complete zzzz
Anw, there's friendly against homeu u18 next week for the refree course. Can't imagine playing against my ex-teammates! o.O But I can't wait to see them either! But but damn that means I'll see Cindy jl too zzzzz TURNOFF.

2008-07-16T21:24:00.003+08:00

Pure Entertainment
I went for my first pe lesson (I think) after I got my blue slip! &boy, was it fun to play netball-cum-captain's ball w/ my classmates! Everyone had damn funny stunts every now &then esp pple like Vic &Kaixin bwahahaha I think at this rate we're playing, we might be able to emerge champs for interclass netball!:D
After school was track finals support where we travelled for about 45min to choa chu kang stadium while playing dai dee on the bus &we stood for almost 4hours! VJ emerged overall 2nd for guys &3rd for girls so hopefully, we'll get our full day again! Then it was another 45min back to school &my ec waved to me from across the street while I was waiting for my bus hohoho
I feel accomplished cos I did my geog assignment &I studied Market failure (when pple are doing market structure) today :D Okay, at the rate I'm going, I think I might be able to enjoy my 2months of fer-reeeeeee-dum! Let's go !

2008-07-14T17:44:00.003+08:00

I see U &only U alone.

Econs? even though this isn't my script, well I'm not any better. I got my first U in my jc life ! damn 2 more marks to an S which doesn't sound as bad as a U. But, I've made up my mind to start mugging for promozzz bcos I wna enjoy my 2months holiday &not have to worry about any r paper! This is gna be my motivation to look through that thick blue hard-covered ring file that I borrowed from Kaixin. I'm not gna get another U for econs ! Okay, gna be off for tuition soon! can't wait to get my fox men's singleto.O

[edit]
I have to wear the school's tie for the whole of this week &next monday (provided I don't forget my tie on friday). Stupid Mr S &his loser idea zzz
Anw I'm a pro shen at integration now hiakhiakhiak
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2008-07-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

So Lame Venture
but apparently it was not. I'm amazed that it was quite a success &the rather high turnup rate although quite a few of us were at least 30min late(including me). We were rehearsing outside Haagendaz &it felt as if we were busking because Darren was strumming his guitar &we were singing 月亮代表我的心, 关怀方式, Chan Mali Chan (hoi hoi), Stand by me &even attempted 欢喜就好 !

Then we went to orange valley nursing home &the old folks did enjoy our performance although it was quite impromptu &disorganized.
(I think MsNg was quite proud of us heheheheheheheh)

I attempted to converse w/ some of the ahgongs &ahmas there, but because of language barrier (my hokkien/canto/teochew is cui one) ... Kaixin &I ended up chit-chatting to this malay uncle who is 82 years old zomg zomg zomg I wonder if I would ever live to that age.

I offered to play mahjong w/ some of the uncles there but they didn't want to play w/ me ): he prolly thinks that I'm too noob but I got play viwawa one what !

There, I experienced a couple of heart-x moments cause as the uncle talked about his children, I know he missed them alot, but at least they did come to visit him unlike some of the other old folks there. At the same time, there was this grumpy old ahgong standing by the door when we asked him if he wanted to sit he kept shaking his head, turned out, he was waiting for his family (sons &daughters) to come &visit him which they did &after they left, he wasn't all grumpy anymore !

Before we left, we performed one last time but something tragic happened. Got this ahma who tried to get up from her wheelchair, she fell &landed head first &when she looked up, she was bleeding! We were all so traumatized after that &hopefully she's alright now.

Okay, &for the 2 most classic photos of the day:

2008-07-11T22:24:00.003+08:00

Elluminate
We had our first e-learning lesson ytd, &it was quite fun esp geog lesson as seen ...

The m'sia fiba team was o.O. It was an eye-opener watching them play &we've got alot to learn from them. Let's do it, girls !

[edit]

Okay, I found out that Nadine had some interesting things to share during our hbl bcos she was so bl as to take photos of our conversation, our lectures &tutorials but here are some of the few things that I found fascinating lol

(I'm ong.elaine!)

Nadine:

This is one of our interesting conversation:

ong.elaine: may I go to the bathroom ?
Mr Najib (audio): Yes elaine, you may go to the bathroom

Me: hahaha

Jasmine Tan 08s61: me too

08s61laukaihui: i am listening too

Me: me too! i just woke up!

ong.elaine: okay I'll keep the toilet door open !
Mr Najib (audio): No elaine, it's okay, you dont have to keep the door open

Chin Kaixin: -.-

I wouldn't mind having another e-learning day !!!

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2008-07-09T23:56:00.003+08:00

P(ancake/anda/ig/RETTYGIRL)
e-learning is in a few hours time = no need to wake up at 6plus to prepare for school ! :D
Went to tamp w/ Kim today cause we were suppose to swim but we didn't in the end. In the end, we walked the whole of century square/tm &then back to pp after that. By the time we sat down for a good icecream treat, we were dead.

Beeeeeeeeeg spongebob in Toysrus.

Kids' spongebob underwear! damn my ass is way too big for these
We camwhored during chem lecture today bwaha actually, it started like yesterday when Kaixin brought her cam to school for movie purposes but ...

Where's Kaixin ?!

Tuesday- longest day of the week but it ended early cause MsNg cancelled PW &speaking of that, my group isn't exactly progressing ...
Anw, tuesday was totally laugh-your-ass-off day because ...
I was having the time of my life in the SLUMS w/ my 2 craziest classmates! it's never peace w/ the both of them around. &we didn't know what got into Vic as you can see

We had to hold on to her for one decent photo.

Look what's next, she finds the weirdest place &does the weirdest things.

Pornstar photo #1

...
&Kaixin decided to join in as well.

&then me hahaha

Pornstar photo #2

I don't know what was this for.

This was before gp lesson so by the time we got to class, we were half dead.

But something retarded happened in class still;

Mr Hoe conducted a lesson, teaching us how to use gpwiki>creating student pages, &apparently, someone named himself angkukueh so Wilson decided to name himself cheecheongfun.

Mr Hoe: What's cheecheongfun?

Me: Nor, the white colour thing that you have to roll up...

Mr Hoe: Uh I speak that language, I know what's cheecheongfun, I meant why the name cheecheongfun...

(whole class roars w/ laughter)

I never fail to embarass myself.

2008-07-07T22:50:00.001+08:00

2bucks per day, keeps the poverty away.
Hancock was a pretty good movie, ignoring the fact that we were 5rows away from the screen &the movements were so quick that our eyes hurt &our heads spun &&we were so worned out from laughing. I've never laughed at someone who I just knew not long ago so much in my life.
Anw, we wanted to watch over at cathay but then, it was pouring when we were about to walk out of ps because someone who arrived early didn't walk out to use her 'qian li yan' to check the weather &she blames me for looking for the toilet knowing that I have serious bladder problem. In the end, we had to settle for ps's cineplex &the queue was so wthkp (inside joke huh jy) long. I've never seen such a long queue for movie tix before ! it stretched all the way to the opposite side of the box office !! too bad I couldn't take a photo cause someone...
We had subway after buying the tix &she was so amazed at me for finishing the super large cup of barley lol &&that I ordered veggie delite + 3oatmeal raisin cookies. She keeps calling me a fweaaaaaak zzz not like she's not one.
After Hancock was window shopping at spotlight, some bimbo shop, times, the arty farty shop &Daiso where we found pretty cool glasses (:

Headed over to Kovan after that to meet Kim &collect my mom's shirt from Kaiwei. Then it was tuition &darn, I couldn't catch half the things she was saying. I gotta work hard on my own (oh dear).
Okay, so Jy &I promised to give each other 2bucks each day for savekeeping so that by the end of the month, we will be able to save a certain amount of money &not be so broke. so hopefully it works! /keeps fingers crossed
I realised that I have quite dark rings around my eyes, it must be due to the late nights of msn-ing &blogging &yaddaaa yaddaaa yaddaa so I'm gna try to sleep early from now on, besides, it's gna benefit me alot if I don't shut down during lectures &tutorials. C'mon, it's tues tmr &e-learning's on thurs ! Time will fly ...

2008-07-07T01:11:00.000+08:00

It's 1:11am now &I'm still online cause I waited for someone to come online. At least I know for now he's not depressed so I can go to sleep &wake up at 7:30am to swim! plus online math meeting w/ Mrs Koh at 10am before meeting JY at 12:45pm for Hancock, subway &mosshake/yuanyang &then 6:45pm for dinner &after that tuition at 7:30pm to 9:30pm w/ Kim &Lydia. It's gna be a busy day tmr ...

2008-07-05T23:54:00.002+08:00

Words that have been said, they can't been taken from, can they? Or can you just not put them to heart?

2008-07-05T13:45:00.007+08:00

Thoughts read unspoken forever and now.

Currently: At Kaiwei's house (even though I just met her ytd), munching on Malties, listening to Westlife's Why Do I Love You, just put down Mounting Desire by Nina Killham &picked up Market Failure &Government Intervention (eew), talking to JY (who's calling me a bitch &asking why I'm so bitchy today) & & ...

(I PASSED MATH &CHEM WOOHOO!)

[edit]
did I mention that there's a new cute pe teacher (Lydia's new ec) in school &coincidentally, he is my class's pe teacher, so from next week onwards, I'm not gna use the blue slip anymore, &I'll go for pe to 'keep fit' hohoho

(my nose is running away, &my stomach's churning. shit I'm sick.)
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2008-07-04T23:20:00.003+08:00

There's no rationale behind what I'm feeling right now.
Goodnight world.

2008-06-30T18:45:00.003+08:00

Heading-less
My phone crashed on me again. This is the third time I'm sending it for servicing z Am I an electronic jinx or what ?! Anw, my mom made a big hooha this time. She got so pissed at me complaining about the damn phone so she requested for a replacement, but the vnicevprettyvstlyish girl couldn't give it to me so my mom went to confront the head of the department ZZZ in the end, I was stuck at Nokia for nearing 3hours &Nokia has agreed to give me a new phone.
&&Joseph Tan cheated my feelings! There is NO e-learning this week so I didn't go to school today hmm okay lah! I ponned intentionally. Anw, I am one U down, I passed my math! /phew
Tmr's gna be a rough day I reckon, chemistry &gp shit
I don't like it now that school has started because ...

2008-06-29T21:58:00.002+08:00

Who could know the emptiness inside
Anytime, anywhere, anything, I'll be there (:
[EoM (not emo!) ing through the night zzzz another night w/o sleep]

2008-06-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

Spongebob fever.

Jingying
jingying! says:
wait dun kachiao i play again
jingying! says:
haha

June
◆1 lesson-ed Jap says:
omgokay i win you alrdy thn i meet up with you
◆1 lesson-ed Jap says:
yi jue sheng si
◆1 lesson-ed Jap says:
you finish all 3 shifts ah
◆1 lesson-ed Jap says:
i only pass breakfast ley

2008-06-27T23:56:00.003+08:00

Spongebob makes my heart skip a beat.
I've been playing this 'Flip krabby patty' spongebob game, &boy is it giving me alot of heart-leaping moments !
Today was so event-ful. I went to swim in the morning, &it was only when I reached the swimming complex, then I realised that I didn't bring my wallet out &I had to walk all the way back to get it cause I didn't bring my phone as well z After swimming, I went home. I poured myself a cup of cold water &took a big gulp. 'Mmm, it tastes like lemon' I panicked! cause I thought my maid didn't wash the cup properly &there was still mama lemon in it, so I poured the whole cup of water away &started forcing myself to spit out the drink &at the same time, thinking if I was going to die drinking detergent. So I went to ask my maid, why was there the lemon taste in the water, &she said oh cause I put lemon juice zzz
I met Colleeeeeen Huang SY today &I gave her her bday present(:
but look how reluctant she is to take photos w/ my gift ):

"God, save me!"

hahahah this photo is classic
Anw, something embarassing happened to me in the cinema today zzz I had to go to the toilet urgently, so I decided to walk out through this damn bloody small aisle just next to me. I didn't realise that the steps were so far apart, so I missed my footing &ended up doing a half split. I was grabbing onto some woman's arm rest &she did not know if she should help me &&worse thing was that I got stuck, couldn't stand up so I was in that position for a few seconds -.-
We caught Wanted &it's a pretty cool show, the guy was hawt &so was Angelina Jolie but the actions were quite dumb &unrealistic but overall, it was not bad(:
After the movie, we went to meet BOSS !! It has been sucha long time since I last saw him. We sat to talk &laugh at Colleen at Mac before I left to meet Kim for talentime. Coincidentally, I met Jamie &Rachel at cityhall so I decided to go to school w/ Jamie/Qingwei/Kim. I was late for talentime ! but I didn't miss anything cause they didn't show Colin's audition damn Talentime was pretty much a let down cause I paid 7bucks to sit on the bloody floor &to go into a sauna. I was perspiring half the time in there zzz But my ahlong was outstanding! All the kbox trips! hahaha &&during the intermission, my robot's leg came off but miraculously, Kim found it!:D
Okay, I'm gna chiong spongebob again!

2008-06-26T22:41:00.001+08:00

I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~

MYES OVER finally!!!!! I'm relieved &happy I'm gna stay this way until the real shit comes -.-Anw, I met up w/ my dear cousin today:D Was suppose to meet her at 12pm but I didn't know 33 took so long zzz ended up late for 45min &she had to wait for me at the mrt Sorraye! We had lunch at burgerking(!) then we went to window shop hahahaaa

My friend !

t's Colleeeeeeeeen Huang's bday today HAPPY BDAY HAPPY BDAY HAPPY BDAY!

Anw she might date me out tmr bwahahahahahaha

Okay, I can't wait for tmr cause I'm going swimming &there's talentime(CCHM) at night woohooooooo Go Kaixi !

(I'm in the midst of my very exciting, challenging, entertaining, mind-boggling spongebob game !!)

2008-06-24T20:23:00.001+08:00

They're marshmallows !!

2008-06-23T18:39:00.004+08:00

GEOG KICKED MY ASS !
I can imagine Mr Najib &Mr Joseph T laughing at my script ):
1 down, 4 more to go zzzzzzz
It's back to the "I'll never pass geog!" days again. No, actually it's "I'll never pass geog, pass econs, pass gp, pass chem!" ): I'm even struggling w/ maths ... Okay enough said, enough time wasted, I'm gna chiong econs (&gp!?) !!!!
PS it's e-learning week next weeeeeeeeek :D:D = no school !!!!!!

2008-06-22T23:40:00.001+08:00

Guilty as charged.
I'm sorry (for all the bad things that I've done) &for not studying for my myes ):

2008-06-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

Promises are meant not to be broken, so why can't hearts be the same?

2008-06-21T16:28:00.003+08:00

12 girls, 1 Coach, 1 team - one of the best things that has ever happened to me.

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Kbox dinner was awesome ! It's the company that matters after all. Anw, we ate like crazy, sang like crazy, jumped around like crazy &of course, laughed like crazy! We sang our usuals - 第一天, Mr Q, 爱的就是你, 回到过去, 屋顶 etc &we attempted new songs/duets like 宝贝对不起, I still believe, Icannotrememberwhatelse. It was just simply a night of fun &of course, forgetting about myes zzz

让我爱你是誰 Is me
让你爱我是誰 Is you

Best partners !

jl's (usual) crazy antics

jl's 'saturday night fever' dance moves hahahaha

2008-06-21T00:24:00.002+08:00

Colin totally got owned by Mario but he doesn't admit it &insists that I should sent my laptop for servicing because my direction buttons are faulty!

2008-06-19T19:43:00.002+08:00

"Agent99, whatever you do, don't look down!"
I watched Get Smart w/ June, Zhanhong &Colin today. It was a helluva funny/lame show &definitely highly recommended to relieve exam stress zzz I'm soooooo guilty, I keep complaining about not having enough time to study but it's because I've been going out &not staying at home to mug ><

Scandalous! But no prize for guessing who's that!

Greedy June! haha

2008-06-18T15:52:00.003+08:00

It's better to have loved and ~~lost~~ than never to have loved at all.
It's heart wrenching not be able to be of any help to a friend who is at the brink of losing a loved/close one. I feel so helpless cause I don't know what to say to console/comfort her. It's useless to say something like 'I know/understand how you feel' when you actually don't know cause you've never been through it or the closest you get is not even close enough (if you get what I mean). I guess the only thing that one can do now is to pray really hard for a miracle to happen &be there for her if she needs a listening ear or a shoulder to lean on.
It's the second time I'm witnessing someone lose an important kin in their life &I've learnt to cherish mine.
Stay strong.
PS My maid lost my shorts for the second time zzzz

2008-06-17T21:20:00.001+08:00

I need... help!
I'm far from prepared for myes zzz

2008-06-15T13:55:00.006+08:00

30May-IJune Tioman

DAN SHANE!:D

Cutest Dan Shane, Lil' bro Denon, Ysis Jeslyn

Snorkelling(:

Weird stuff in Tioman.

Sunset

Fabian's so called inspirational shot.

Jetski!

10June Sakura buffet, neoprintz &arcade lol (Victoria, Kaixin, Kimberly, Celeste, Jeralyn)

Failed attempts at jumpshot z

Tou lan ji!

11June Kungfu panda, Starbucks &sakae (June, Zhanhong &Colin)

June's unglamorous photoz hahaha

Smile shutter!

I've got tens of such photos in my cam zzz

BIG EYE contest.

Winner, Cheater, Biggest loser lol

2008-06-14T15:07:00.000+08:00

I hate the ending myself but it started w/ an alright scene.
SHOPPING, finally! Mom was my atm machine today &surprisingly, she didn't show any displeasure at the things I wanted to buy. I ended up w/ 4 tops, no bottoms, no shoes &1 necklace that she chose. Ysis bought this pair of pumps that I chose to go w/ her black dress (&which both I would never wear).
Back to reality; I did this binomial theorem question, &I got it right hooray! (thank God)
More questions to come zzzz
&I'm still contemplating whether to go all the way to Lakeside/Chinese Garden Yuhua cc to watch a match just for the sake of watching a match cause nobody's gna be at home ?

2008-06-13T19:15:00.002+08:00

Partial fractions, binomial theorem, geometric progression, arithmetic progression...
Julian Low in front of me, I'm breathing in the smell of coffee beans, I'm listening to my playlist over and over again, &maths is just swimming in my head (not forgetting thoughts of _). I need a break! No, I need to study! No, I need to chill! I need, I need ... I don't know. Part of me wishes for myes to be over &done w/ &the other wishes that myes can be later so I have more time to torture myself. I feel sadistic z

2008-06-12T09:26:00.003+08:00

But they can never have yesterday.
I finally met Colleen Huang after 975312468 years (it felt like it) &we had so much to catch up on! We did pretty much 'gossiping/bitching' (oh dear!) that I have to do charity tmr for good karma hahaha It was a great session cause we managed to study &have fun at the same time. &&she was like my psychiatrist, counsellor etc lol
Anw, we figured out how to use the smile shutter of my camera so there's alot of random funny spastic retarded photos!(:

She found the guy at the counter kewt &requested to have a photo taken w/ him! lol

To Colleen

The things you said today, I wish that they would come true but I just know they won't. Nevertheless, I know I still have you! hahahaha &you'll always have me! &&I promise not to be your yin ying! Whatever the case, thanks for all the words of encouragement, the positivity &all the laughter you brought to me today! I LOVE YOU AH HUANG:D tc in Shanghai &we'll meet up soooooooooooooooooooon(:

2008-06-11T20:04:00.004+08:00

If a panda can, I can too.
I had an outing today w/ June, Zhanhong &Colin(: it has been ages since the four of us hung out tgr &guess what, I watched Kungfu panda (again). But it felt like I was watching a movie that I've never watched before (other than the fact I spoilt the movie here &there), probably because of the company &I was laughing at things that I didn't notice before. We had sakae ala-carte (spamming edamame peas) after that &spent alot of time laughing at June &her antics. Although it wasn't exactly well planned cause we didn't know where to go, I totally enjoyed myself:D

I knew that I was going to ruin your mood if I talked about the dsa stuff just now &I'm sorry but I had no choice.
I'm highly disappointed because I told you that vj would definitely dsa you but things turned out otherwise. I convinced you (forcefully) to choose vjc but in the end I nearly cost you hci. You rejected hci despite its incentives yet you have to wait for vj to accept you which is totally unfair because you definitely don't deserve such treatment. I'm disappointed in myself for not being able to convince tyh to bring you in &I'm disappointed in him for only seeing your past but not your change, believing hearsay w/o actually talking to you &insisting on his own point. I used to complain about you giving false hopes &not keeping promises but it looks like I'm the one doing it now &it totally feels like shit. I don't know how things turned out this way but I'll keep fighting for you &if eventually you decided to go to hci (but I'll be super depressed too), I'll respect your choice cause it's vj that has let you down. But for now, I'm gna pray super duper extremely hard &go all out to prove that you are worthy of the dsa spot &Ms Tan's, Coach's &everyone else's efforts to convince tyh to bring you in.
183 Club - Gan Qing Xian - 183 Club

2008-06-10T22:00:00.001+08:00

I'm not intimidated, I'm not intimidated, I'm not intimidated.
I'm left w/ 2 beeeeeeeeeeeeg chapters for chemistry &I haven't started on the rest yet, yay zzz I'm gna have to start on geog if not I'll just die trying to get everything into my-ever-shrinking brain o.O Oh God, help me please!
&I pray so hard that TYH will be convinced! I'll do anything &everything so that he'll not doubt him (except for Aceing my myes!).

2008-06-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

I will never look at prickly heat the same way I did before.
The bites are evolving into pimples but they itch just as much, argh!

2008-06-08T01:08:00.004+08:00

So many things, so little time.

27May-29May CLIC camp
In the short 3days, I learnt so many things; about myself, about 11 strangers, about leading well etc. It was a pity that I couldn't stay till the last day where all the emo shitz happen. Heard from Yanbing, Beneduct &Jiemin that most people cried on the last day &I think I would have flooded the whole hostel if I was there.
The camp was so well planned, I thought, something that I can really learn from the next time I plan something. No time was wasted or misused, there were no breaks or moments that we could take a breather cuase everything was so jam packed. &the only time one could slow down to think about what we've done was during the time for group reflections in which everyone wasn't hesistant to voice out anything that was running through their minds; we weren't afraid to bring anyone down &we definitely affirmed each other (till I was quite sick of it haha) Whatever the case, I still enjoyed myself so much &I miss everyone(?)
Highlights of CLIC: Night Cluedo, Bash Night (Julian was Bash King:D:D:D:D)

30May-1June Tioman trip
Snorkelling! &I tried the jet-ski!:D Awesomeness!

2June-6June OBS
It was a totally different camp from the one I had in sec3. This time, it was totally obs cause we didn't go anywhere near the bunks &cafeteria except for a few meals which didn't come easy either. At least I know that I will survive if someday I had to live in the wild. We were thought how to pitch/unpitch a tent, how to cook in the open, kayaking &all the survival skills. Kayaking was fun as usual even though we didn't kayak around the whole island unlike the last time &I was the sweeper!(: but trekking was rather bad cause we had to carry a bag that weighed 10+ kg &trek about half of ubin island zzzz however, in the midst of it, we visited the ubin aunty &helped her pluck weeds. I could feel that she was delighted to see all of us cause she had noone other than her 2 cute pups but I could sense some bittersweetness while we talked to her about her family. I still think it's amazing for her to be living in that kind of environment that I couldn't bear for 5days for almost her whole life. Even though I felt that the camp was much more boring-er than the previous one (probably because of the company), it was more productive &I still enjoyed it. I love all my new-found friends (Amelia, Aline, Jingying etc) :D:D:D
Highlights of OBS: Sleeping in tents for all 4nights, kayaking, not bathing for 1d1n, carrying a 10+ kg backpack &trekking around half of ubin island for 8+ hours &even climbing to the highest point in ubin, helping the ubin aunty, cleaning up of equipments during the last night, writing comments for each other &reading the comments, actually, practically everything.

7June DSA trials
It was a success I reckon. The turn up rate was surprisingly high for both girls &guys (w/ gems here &there) even though there wasn't mass advertising of it. Oh yes, not forgetting that Colin was finally convinced to come to Vj on account that I had to do stuffS for him. Whatever the case, at least he learnt 2 v important things!
I saw Confidante, Constance &Cheryl today!(: they went for soccer trials instead of basketball tsk but nvm, cause I still have Kaixi &Dawn!
Can't wait for our gathering!(:

I nearly went to hongkong today but my mom remembered that I was having my myes after the hols so she decided not to in the end. We went to watch Kungfu Panda instead &I thought the graphics were darn good &cute, not to mention!

My hectic period is over so it's time for me to sit my ass down &start mugging like a mugger zzzz Now the thought of that totally turns me off cause not only do I have less than 2weeks, I have so many dates that I'm totally gna get distracted by &then I'll end up not managing to complete what I have to &then I'll fail my myes terribly &then tyh's gna come kick my ass &then I'll be banned from training until my studies are back on track which I doubt they will be cause the work's gna pile up &I'll not be able to cope &then I'll not do well for my eoys &I might just get retained &Colin will be overjoyed cause we might be classmates &if you're still reading this shit thing then you just wasted like a few minutes of your precious time that could be used to do something better like completing half a topic of maths or whatever &I just wasted my damn time to type it!

(Photos will be up soon!)
ps I don't know how soon soon will be z

2008-06-01T17:33:00.000+08:00

I'm back from CLIC &TIOMAN(:
photos will be up really soon!

2008-05-25T21:50:00.001+08:00

It sucks when you've waited for 3days just to * &then you screw your own chances.

2008-05-25T12:50:00.000+08:00

DOUBLE ~~CHAMPS~~ THIRDS
so what if hci got double champs, vj's gna bring them down next year!

2008-05-24T12:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CS BUDDY!
We had the ultimate seafood feast at Jumbo Seafood Centre after prize presentation. Jumbo &his family were so nice to have everything planned &all we had to do was to sit there, talk, wait for the food to come, eat &talk somemore &we only had to pay &20 each to enjoy crab, fish &lots of prawns!:D The food was good, the scenery was great (just that we couldn't see much when the sun went down) &the company was totally AWWWWWWWWWWWESOME (esp when Jumbo asked for the Happy birth~day to you song to be played!) (:

Samurai! the knife was SO long!

Look at Julian's sick face!

Look at Weehoe's face!

&just yesterday, we celebrated his birthday (again). We were supposed to meet at 8pm for dinner but I was supposed to meet Julynn &Grace at 7pm to make Julian's present. In the end, we were all late! We only started making his present at like 7:40pm!? We didn't exactly have all the time in the world so we had to rush esp when you had someone calling/msging us every minute or so to ask us where we were &changing the venue! We even had to come up w/ things to say to bluff him that we were not together &in the end, he didn't even realise that we were lying when everything we said didn't exacty make sense! But still, the almighty us finished the present at 8:50pm before we took the skytrain to t2 to meet Wanxin, Macus &Julian for fish &co. Nevertheless, Julian loved it(: Despite the late dinner, we still enjoyed ourselves(: My only regret, I couldn't stay to watch the fish &co crew 'rap' Julian a birthday song. &just as expected, at 10:30pm, she called me !#$%^&*()?/ she's being super naggy recently &I'm damn sick of it! Can't wait to go off for CLIC &OBS so that I won't be able to stay at home to listen to her go on &on &on &on &on........

Hooray! the long awaited hols are here! BUT the thought of myes after the hols...): I'm gna have to cramp work of 5months for 4subjects in 2week! Do your own math zzz So, I'm gna plan my hols conscientiously! C'mon, I can do it!

2008-05-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

No regrets.

Our last official game tgr as VJC Baskeball girls '08 &it ended on a very good note. Even though we did not exactly play as well as we did during the hwachong's match, &jl still said our performance was excellent, at least we enjoyed every single second &minute to the max. It was the second fun-nest game prior to the dunman high's game &everyone got to play:D:D:D
The VJ spirit, it's totally contagious &awesome! I felt the love in the air today &during hwachong's match! The supporters went through each sweat &tear we shed, &shared all the happiness! Today, we, the people on the bench even managed to get the spectators to cheer along w/ us!
Lastly, I'm so happy for the guys as well! They overcame all obstacles &deserve every bit to be the third! There is this spirit in them that isn't present in us girls, which I think we've got alot to learn from. Still, good job everyone &let's continue to keep us the good work &reach greater heights!
Nil Sine Labore

2008-05-17T18:48:00.000+08:00

Cause in my empty heart, you left a mark.
Today our last official training tgr, 2008 VJC A'Div Basketball girls &then the following tuesday would be our last official game tgr. Time really flies I reckon. To think it was just a few days ago when we embarked on our A'Div journey, counting down to the number of days to our finals &now, here we are, all set to play for 3rd/4th &ready to kick SA's ass. I hope that the VJ spirit will be as strong as it was during the hci's game &we'd own SA. Jiayou Wei Chu, let's do it for one last time, let's kickass &do ourselves proud!
We had our invitational dsa trials today &it was really heartwarming to see our senior seniors, senior j2s, us &our new batch of juniors playing basketball tgr even though we totally did not kickass cause of all our bruises &aching muscles. Nevertheless, I do look forward to the real trials where more newbies will join us &I can't wait for them to come in to embark on our new journey. However, that means that the seniors will be leaving us &I can't bear the thought of that. I shall leave all these emo shit for next time though, there are still many more more important things for me to think about now, like how I'm gna make myself play better &contribute more to the team for our last game &my never ending tutorials argh!
VJ Steady Ace Ace Ace Ace Ace Ace Ace Ace!

2008-05-16T22:20:00.001+08:00

Time has gone now &the moment has passed.
We gave it our all &we managed to contain them until the last quarter when all the fatigue &turn overs set in because of our negligence. How is it possible to say that we played w/ no regrets when our only regret is that we didn't help the seniors achieve our dream/goal. But nevertheless, at least we gave our best shot even though we should have for the past few matches.

To my fellow junior team mates
Now that we've learnt our lesson, please promise everyone &yourelf that we're gna work Xinfinity harder than we did this year = run more 6/8kms, more court sprints, more intervals to build up our stamina &endurance, focus even more, &train Xinfinity harder than this year so that we'll be able to bring the championships back for the seniors okay! Keep our 5Bs in mind, my dears.

WE ARE FIGHTERS &FIGHTERS NVR GIVE UP! KEEP FIGHTING VJ!

2008-05-12T21:53:00.001+08:00

To think I thought I had that someone,

2008-05-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

Run for cover, cause vj's gna dominate!

Quarter finals started just yesterday &what do I have to say-I underperformed ~~as usual~~. I am so not meeting the standards coach has set for me zzzz It's just so disappointing, to me, to the team, &to those that came down to support me (including Coach Ruiwen). But still, I'm not giving up cause I have the motivation!

Good things have been occuring to me these past few weeks-the realization, my ever-wonderful classmates,the confirmation &today's conversation. I hope they'll never stop. Lady Luck, please don't stop shining on me! I know &I won't take things for granted. It's gna be a tough battle from now on &I'm not giving up!

2008-05-02T12:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY RMATE!:D
(that's it for first round; now the real thing.)
Ha-ha-ha-ppy eighteenth!(:

Glasshouse after game!

L.O.V.E

2008-05-02T04:56:00.000+08:00

2008-04-25T11:55:00.000+08:00

Outstanding, Outperforming, Out Having Fun

white black white black ><

08S61's house banner! we did it in like less than an hour? &w/o any ideas or whatsoever. Incredible huh(:

Final product!

2008-04-20T09:41:00.000+08:00

Some hearts they just get all the right breaks.
A'div has started; &it's so far so (not very) good. We played &won both matches but didn't meet Tattoo's expectations. Now, we owe him 29points on top of what we have to beat DHS by which is like :O
Well, I think that we're not exactly there yet, but we'll make it, &I am sure of it! Thou shall not let the 3.2/4.8/6/8ks come to naught! We shall make it w/ our 1/2/3/4/5/7/9! Let's go Vj, let's go!

There will not be anymore ponning lessons (esp GP &PW) to go to sbc, I promise. I'm gna have to pay attention in all the lectures/tutorials &stop turning off! You've got so much to accomplish, Elaine.

2008-04-17T11:52:00.000+08:00

Wei Chu, Jiayou, Wei Chu, Jiayou, Wei Chu Wei Chu, Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou.
2 down, ~~1 more to go~~, many more to go.

2008-04-16T10:39:00.000+08:00

What a shame.